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05/24/2002 entry: "Jesus H. Christ."

I'm fucking tired. But I decided not to go to my first class tomorrow, so I'm celebrating. I still have my noon class. Then work at 3. Then a shower after 5. Then going out with Kevin when he gets back.

I'm definitely going home on Monday. Bringing more stuff home. Yes.

So, things aren't too bad. My science paper is coming along alright. I'm not completely into my self portrait drawing, but eh, whatever. I'm more into what my mixed media is going to be. I originally did it as a sketch in my journal for something I could do later, but then I was looking at it while I was trying to kill time in class one day, and it just hit me. And it's perfect, because the background for it, I can get Kinko's to print for me and mount on a piece of Foam-core. Then I have my backing board, AND my background in one piece! Then I just draw out these two smaller square pictures, give them small white frames, and mount them with my photo corners I got for my scrapbook. YES. It will be sweet. My teacher and my classmates will admire my sudden burst of creativity. And I will be uber-happy. OH! That reminds me. I have to finish up my online art portfolio site, and make a page advertising my offering to do web page design or computer art for free. Blah!

I hope hope hope hope that I get that Administrative Assistant job at the Chicago Ridge Library. It's PERFECT for me, and I can TOTALLY do it. They're taking applications until May 31st. That's a week from now. I really really want that job. $8 an hour, 12-15 hours a week I think (something around there, under 20!) So... yeah. It's not a full time job, but it's a good good job. Better than I've had. I work 10 hours a week now, and get paid only $5.15 an hour. $8 and hour, 15 hours a week... that's... $120 a week. Almost $500 a month. Ooooh. That's a lot to me, I'm only had minimum wage jobs...

GOD I hope they'll hire me :\ I hope they don't reject me automatically because I can only work there during the summer. :( I can come back in the winter.... Well, no, they're not going to let me do that I'll bet. I'll have to find a new job. Maybe use that temporary job place, Staffmark, during the winter. Yeah.

Well, if nothing else, maybe I can get Lisa to make the Alsip library let me work in circulation or processing even though my sister works there in Youth Services. MAYBE. I don't really know. And my sister hasn't said anything yet, so I don't know if she's even talked to Lisa yet. Bah.

Okay, it's almost 1:30. I guess I should go to bed. If I wasn't so tired, I'd stay up here and write and write and listen to first grade crush and liz janes and the smashing pumpkins and other various mp3s I have aaaaaall night.

HAHA ninja mice. Ahhhh commercials.

HAHAHAHAHA OH MY GOD! IT'S GOTH LAUNDRY DETERGENT! HAHAHA! I swear on all that is sacred, there is a new kind of Woolite out there, specifically for dark laundry, and I JUST saw the commercial for it. It's GOTH LAUNDRY DETERGENT!! HAHAHA!

Ahh oh my. That's funny stuff. Whoo. Yeah, anyhow, bye for anyone who cares. After midnight, there's pretty much no chance of me believing that anyone honestly does care.