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07/14/2002 entry: "Guitar, guitar, guitar, guitar"

I started listening to my Liz Janes CD earlier but didn't get to finish. I think that will be what I listen to tonight. Her songs are so beautiful and layered.

I wish I knew exactly what I was supposed to do. I just keep trying out different things, hoping I find the right genre or sound. I think I need to be willing to be more experimental. I love noises in music.

So, I'm incredibly bored. But, I rarely leave when I know certain people are online. Like, I sit here just in case they want to talk to me. Well, plus right now Kevin's online and I usually am the last one to leave at night. Because I'm fucking crazy.

Tonight was okay. We went over to Sara's aunt's house at about 5pm. My sister and I sat there for the longest time. I had a Mike's Hard Lemonade, which was nice. My mom said she'd buy them when we have my dad's birthday party. Then Sara came a while later after we ate.

Her exboyfriend was at the party, because he's odd like that. Her family loved him. And he said hi to me and did that thing where they shake your hand and then sorta half hug you. I don't know why he did that, he's strange. Just very friendly I guess. But I almost couldn't stop laughing. I'm sorry, but that really is hilarious that he still comes to their family parties after all this time. Sara was afraid he saw me laughing at him, but I don't care.

Then, at 8:30pm Sara, her older brother and I left the party. We dropped him off at her house and proceeded to her boyfriend's house, Dunkin' Donuts for coffee and then my house. We sat there talking for a long time, and then my younger sister and Sara's two younger sisters came to my house. So Sara and I played Simpson's Road Rage and then the 5 of us were sitting around talking about our weirdo parents. It's nice to do that now that our sisters are older. Then my parents came home like after midnight (I'm sure them and all their friends were getting hammered, ha). And Sara and her sisters left. Fun night. Well, it was boring for a while there, but it got better.

Not like ANYBODY cares about ANY of those details. But there they are for my own personal record. So screw you.

Sorta kinda looking forward to school a little bit too. At least I'll have a job there. Heh.