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09/17/2002 entry: "There's nothing I could title this that would do it justice"

I just wanted to come on here and say that I feel the best I ever remember feeling in my whole life. You have no idea how much I just want to cherish this exact moment forever. Because I don't know if anything will ever come close to it.

I just feel so fulfilled and happy. Like everything is finally doing something right. Hell, I can't even do this justice. It's like I could live in right now for the rest of my life and have no problems ever. I feel good physically (at least better than I usually do in the morning). I feel great emotionally, which is such a rare thing for me. And I feel challenged and mentally/intellectually stimulated. College is way better than high school. I think I'm finally getting that for once.

These past couple days have been good, and last night it got great. This morning is the best morning I've had in a long time. I can't even go into all the little details that make it great, because there's a bunch and I'm sure I'd be longwinded and I can't do that because I have reading to do today. So, this will just have to do.

And you know, it feels that much better to know that I got here on my own. I'm not relying on some abstract, invisible deity to run my life and help me out. My hard work got me here. How great is that?