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10/25/2002 entry: "Fridays"

Today was alright I suppose, at least as alright as it can be given the circumstances.

Between classes, I was sitting outside in the back of Godlspohn, where my psych class is. It strangely enough had this big effect on me, even though it wasn't necessarily some incredible act I performed. It was important, because.. well okay, there are these two concrete slabs on each side of the door, and they slope down, so you can sit on them at the high end, and put your feet on the lower end. It's comfy. Anyhow, while I was sitting there, I remembered how last year I used to once in a while hang out with Melisa back there, and she'd be sitting there like that. I don't really know how to explain it, it just had this.. connection for me.

I have been thinking recently about how I miss her being there on campus.

Kevin still seems a little bit distant, not necessarily when he's talking to me, but.. I don't know, when he leaves I guess. But, I just keep thinking, I can't expect him to be able to act the way he was at the beginning of last week, before I acted out senselessly. And, it's at least nice to have someone to talk to between classes, even moreso because it's him.

Bridge of nose still twitching. Not good. Although, it would be worse if I were Samantha from Bewitched. Shit would be happening every 3 seconds. Well... except it kind of does anyhow on that show. Hm.

So, very very soon, I am leaving for the thrift store. And I think, maybe Target. I may or may not buy hair dye, but I'm thinking of looking at some clothing items that I would never trust to get at a thrift store... if you're an average thrifter, I think you know what I mean.

Yes, and then tonight, it's open mic night. Fantastic. Looks like Sara and Nia will be meeting me there though. That's okay. I'll bring my guitar too just in case one of them wants to break out with a song. Not me! I'm not ready. I'm a wuss.

You know, I saw somewhere that the World Inferno Friendship Society and the Cougars are playing a show together in Chicago at some time in the future. Fucking hell, that's going to be one crazy show... the Cougars being Hot Stove Jimmy's new incarnation. And they're like... if there is any true satanic, evil ska, they did it. They turned less ska as time went on, which is fine with me because I did too. And the WIFS... they're just plain insane. I saw them... I think with Hot Stove Jimmy, actually. Hmm. But they kinda scared me, but yet I was mesmerized. Fun stuff.

Okay, I think I'm rested enough, and I have to get going so I have enough time. Rahhhh. I'll write about our fun at the coffee place later tonight. Bye!