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10/27/2002 entry: "Wanna see me disco?"

So, I woke up kind of in a bad mood today, I apologize for my kind of depressing post. You have to understand though, it comes with the territory that is me. And, that I'm usually only like that when I'm by myself. When I'm with people, I'm generally positive.. just in case you don't really know me, and just read all this, and thought "Hey, what a depressing girl. She always seems down. She must not have any fun."

So, although I never thought I'd do it again, I was driving up and down Archer tonight. Yup, Sara, Nia and I got together late tonight and went for coffee, then decided to drive up and down Archer from the Willowbrook to Resurrection Cemetery. Nia really wanted to see a ghost. Well, sort of wanted.. she was more into the idea than the reality I think :)

So we were driving through those scary ass woods, me screaming everytime the two of them tried to freak me out. We were going to drive to Downer's Grove to find this supposedly haunted restaurant (even though it was sure to be close) but then a funny thing happened, the Check Engine light on my car went on. Nothing seemed wrong, but now I have to go get my car checked to see if there really is anything wrong or if it's just a fluke.

It was late anyhow, I'm glad we went back when we did. I'm fucking tired. I love staying out late, but I think I reached my limit tonight.

I was looking in a JCPenney Gift Book we got in the mail, and I saw this small digital camera that can a) store both lo-res and high-res pictures (not many, but enough) b) stores 16-second pieces of video c) can be used as a webcam. For only $50. That's not bad, actually. I'm hoping I can get it. Then I can record 16-second videos of our escapades down Archer and show you what Sara and Nia are like.. fucking crazy, but I like my friends that way. I'm just a little fucking crazy myself... just a little :)

I also was being stalked by my mother tonight.. when I left my house at 10:30pm, my parents said to call when I got back here, even if it was late. Well, I was out until about 2:15, and I got back here at about 3am. When I got back from parking my car, I looked at my phone and saw that someone had called at some point, and I assumed it was my mom. So, I listened to her message and then called her back. She said she had also called my room like a minute before, and wondered why no one answered. I explained that my roommate was ASLEEP and I was parking my car. I told them I'd be out late..

Anyhow, then I got back in the room and Sara had just come online. My mom ALSO called her cell phone to see if she knew where I was. Crazy. I understand she was just worried, but you know, I said I would call, and I was going to call no matter what time it was.

I dyed my hair today.. but the red that I bought, I think it was too dark. You can't tell the color difference as well in my hair anymore.. dammit. I mean, I like having all dark hair kind of, but I loved how I had it. Now I have to wait another month before I can try and fix it with a lighter shade. Damn Target.

I should get to bed, I have to get up in about... 8 hours. That's enough sleep. I guess.

Hey Kevin, if you read this still, I don't know how you've decided you feel about me at this point, but I still hope we can get to the point of being able to hang out in the future. It just feels kind of silly to not do things with someone you know so well.. but I know we're both still transitioning and have our own things going on. I just thought I'd throw that out there.