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10/29/2002 entry: "No, that wouldn't be funny."

Well, it's about that time of night where I start thinking a bit too much, and it tends to get my spirits down. I keep thinking about everything that's been going on in the past month. And, thinking about all that could go on in the coming months. Good and bad.

I still have tons of emotions going on inside of me that I want to express, but I promised I wouldn't get too into them on here. I've gone into them plenty of times, there's no need to say it all again.

I think the main thing is, that it's so hard to believe. It feels unreal and unnatural. For me, anyhow. I can't speak for Kevin in all of this, obviously. He's moved on, I suppose. Me? I'm kind of stuck halfway. Just when I n-- no, I'm not going to do this.

I can think of a bunch of homework things to be doing, but I think my day has wound down enough for me to not even care about doing them. I did get a lot of reading done today though. Which is good.

I'm almost done with that Carson McCullers book you bought me for our anniversary.....

Yeah, that's about it. I'll talk some more tomorrow or later tonight maybe about what's been going on with the web design thing. There's a bit to report, I may as well.