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11/04/2002 entry: "Hey hey"

I'll post more in a sec, but I felt like posting this first... it's old.. real old.. and I apologize for the lowercase letters, I was dumb then... but..... I dunno, I think it's not bad considering some of the shit I've written. At least it was honest.

giving in is weak, but so am i
so i shouldn't be afraid to cry
and all these feelings i'd rather hide
seem to creep their way to the outside
i can't help wanting things this way
i can't help my feelings or else i'd break
but i'd rather keep them locked away
i am afraid of what you'd say
what you'd say

i bring my heart wherever i go
it comes right through people always know
and now i can't help feeling low
i didn't want to stay but didn't want to go
but i feel relieved i hope you see
how much this has been bothering me
so i sit here and write away
cause i'm still afraid of what you'd say
what you'd say

my heart likes to hide me from the truth
so i wonder if somehow i've hurt you
tell me i'm crazy it's nothing new
tear me up i'll withstand the abuse
but please don't take what i said to heart
to say that to you was really hard
i want everything to be the same
but i still wonder what you'll say
what you'll say hey
what you'll say hey