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11/05/2002 entry: "My eyes are swollen"

Oh yeah, I said I'd post more. Bwuhaha.

Okay, so like... I got hired for that job during winter term, at the library, part time. Yesssss. I knew there was no reason I wouldn't, unless too many other people applied.

Also, my mom emailed me and apparently I got a phone call to see if I was still interested in this other part time job, a.. mystery shopper, or whatever. I'm sure you've heard of it. Well, it does exist. Not exactly how you hear from all the scam sites and ads, but it exists. So, I think I have to have an interview and then I may or may not have a third job. Rock.

If it requires too much extra time, then I won't.. but, it would be fun.

Uhhh... have you seen this Beauty and the Beast sequel commercial? What the fuck? In it, the Beast is still the Beast. Didn't she turn him back into a person at the end of the first one? Shit. And now they're already showing Christmas commercials. Motherfucker.

So, I was on my way home from Sara's tonight, and I accidentally took I55 North when I should have taken I55 South. But, luckily, one of the next exits was Harlem, and it was way easy to get back on, going the right way. I am great, because it's becoming harder and harder to really get lost. I can always find my way back to where I was supposed to be. Yeaaaaaaah.

So, Sara and I were talking tonight about motivation, and accomplishing things, etc. And, she said that she was proud of me because she felt like I was really doing all the things I wanted. I was going to school, I've somehow kept writing tons of songs, I'm an officially paid web designer (no matter how low the pay) and you know, I don't think I should feel too conceited in saying she has a point. At least, in that I am making some of my desires come to life. Sure, lately I've felt pretty terrible at times. No one can blame me for that. It's like, right when I get a bunch of things I wanted, one very important thing I adored already having slipped away. Anyhow, my point is despite the fact that I'm sometimes too busy missing Kevin, I really am lucky to have certain things going on in my life.

I really think Sara and I should get together more often to work on music. I mean, there's something to be said for doing things on your own, but I really do think you need another perspective sometimes.

Uh, okay, I'm really tired now. I can't think of anything else to really say. And, I don't want to go to bed toooo late tonight. Tomorrow has to be a homework day, or else I'll be far behind.

Mm, I wish I had Someone to fall asleep next to tonight.
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