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11/06/2002 entry: ":("

Sorry for all the crappy posts today. I know I'm not saying anything particularly intellectual, inspiring, reflective or deep.

I can only write how I feel.

So,

:( :( :( :( :(

Lots of missing and longing and wishing I had a second chance to do certain things I know I'd do now. To do things better. It sucks that the only way you learn what you want and how to express yourself to someone is through loss.

I have to stop brooding through and try to cheer up before work. Just try to think about the good things. What the future holds. I wish the Cosby show was on right now, I could sure use it...