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11/07/2002 entry: "Awwwwww"

Hey, Peggy... remember when we went to see the Stereo a long time ago?

Hell yeah, I just remembered that. The three of us were in the car, and you blasted "She Would Never" and I remember how great it felt when the song burst out of the speaker's with Jamie singing "I UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH!"

Man, I miss that. I don't know, I don't really listen to the Stereo anymore. But I miss that feeling. I got in the mood to listen to them anyhow tonight, so I'm listening to Three Hundred because it has some of my favorite songs on it. Devotion (the word that reminded me of the CD), She Would Never and the title track. Fantastic.

I know I should go to bed soon. I have to go and take more pictures tomorrow.. I should get up at 9:30 so I can go to the earlier Ceramics class too. Get more people. Better pictures. Blah.

Damn, I feel kinda sick now. I all of a sudden felt really hungry so I had some chips and I don't think that was a good idea.

I did do some reading tonight. I'm proud of myself for actually doing something. Maybe tomorrow during work I can actually get more done instead of sitting there doing bullshit things. Although, if I'm writing something good, I guess that's not bullshit. But, you know, I shouldn't waste my time like that.

Haha, I just remembered, I talked to Jamie from the Stereo once online. It was amazing, because I never expected him to talk to me. But he sort of did. I don't remember much about the conversation, but I do remember he was testing out the website and had me look at a page and tell him what I saw. Haha. Fuck. I talked to Jamie online.

Goodness. I also briefly met Dicky Barrett and got his autograph. I could have met Aaron Barrett from Reel Big Fish once, but I was too chicken to go over to him at the time because I was such a big fan. Hahahaha. Actually, I know people who knew/know members of the band, it's not a huge deal, even if I was still into them.

That reminds me, I haven't talked to Ryan in a really long time. Except for the one time we played a brief game of away message tag. I listened in to his radio show and laughed because I finally heard his voice, and commented on the playlist, and he responded later when I wasn't there. It was fun.

Hey Ryan, (as if he reads this.. but nonetheless..) remember when I told you about the crush I used to have on you back in the day, and we joked about how funny it would have been if we had had some kind of online relationship? I forgot about that temporarily. It would have been funny. But I was too intimidated by you at that time. Then I got to know you, and well, haha-- Yeah. Hey, I told you eventually.. just after I was already with Kevin and I didn't see you that way anymore.

If you have a moment to spare for me
If you need a friend that I will be
If you need some company then call me

If you want to see a bad movie
If you still believe you can trust me
If you need a hand to hold, there look down by your knee

No matter what you're going through
No matter what you did or said you'd do
No matter what it is, I will help you

Best line out of this song, though: If you need another dying wish, then you can kill me.

Yeah. Um, I think I'm done for tonight. I don't have anything else interesting to say. Not that anything before this was "interesting" but, you know.

Right.